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Things are going okay, it's winter break and everything is going completely normal and as expected




I want something more and exciting in life

Hmmm,

I have come to terms that I will never be with the person I was potentially made for. It may sound myopic, but under the circumstances and how long I've waited, it is completely realistic. When I think about the actuality of it all, it does not make me sad... I guess for about these past three years I've kind of always known he was to happy with her and not happy enough with me. It is not a heartbroken feeling, it's more of a numb feeling. I've never found anyone that has surpassed his ability to make me smile for hours straight. As it does sound like it, this post is most certainly not about him. It is about me, not being able to find that someone who has my head spinning with euphoria, for the smallest of reasons. I guess you could say I am searching for perfection, I found him, and now he's gone


*Cassie I know you feel the same way
**I really hope I do not regret writing this post later.

Hi :)

Feels like I haven't written here in awhile. Last week of cold weather was amazing, who doesn't enjoy having an excuse to wear a big hoodie? Now it seems to have left south Florida :( I'm verrrrry excited for Christmas and presents and shopping! This week neeeds to end so the weekend can come, which includes the Best Buddies Homecoming dance, a couple parties, and God knows what else. Last night was the Victorias Secret Fashion show which makes me want to vomit on how perfect these girls seem to be. This blog is basically a summation of my thoughts today. OMG, John Mayer concert Feb. 4 at Bank Atlantic Center CANT WAITTTT buying tickets on Dec. 5! Wooo!


Ummm, I believe that is all.

Skippin' school

Today seemed like the perfect day to skip school. I mean it's Humpday, I had a Trig test fourth hour, and tomorrow is Thanksgiving :) Right now it's just me in my house, and I'm not exactly sure where my mom or brothers are..... Anyways, I'm killing time by watching Joel McHale (<3) on The Soup, debating if I should wash my hair or not, and dying to try all the pies my mom left cooling on the counter top.

I can't stop listening to this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9B6kLH5aK-8

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I saw New Moon again last night and it was even better the second time! and Robert Pats has a new movie coming out called "Remember Me", It looks SO great and everyone should watch the trailer on YouTube!



Annnnd
I reaaally hope it's cold tomorrow

So, I just re-read my last post and realized how pessimistic I sound. I really am not that type of person what so ever, so I'm going to name a few things that I really enjoy :) I love good music that is not played on the radio every hour, I love the smell and taste of coffee at 6 in the morning, I love the patient person I've became (Thank you little Morris'), I love the tingly feeling on my nose and ears when the weather is just below 60 degrees, I love eventful weekends, I love expanding my horizons whether it be by meeting new people, going new places, or learning new things, and I love talking about the future, the past, and the present. And I love him



Who says I can't get stoned? :*

Sunday

Today I feel quite confused. I am somewhat annoyed yet happy for some unknown reason.

Lately, I've been feeling like I live in a crack-house due to the lack of silence. I have three little brothers who are ALWAYS screaming and just causing havoc, and, to top it off, my parents treat me like I am the black sheep in the family when I am truly the most sane.

Anywho, I realized I have a really big problem with losing things too including but not limited to my debit card, cellphone, camera charger.

Annnnd, I discovered this guy on the interent, he's REALLY awesome...

Liu Bolin (The Invisible Man)




He simply paints his entire body/clothes to match his atmosphere; it's incredible.

New to this

So I'm not really sure who will read this but reguardless. I'm Sarah, 16 years old, live in "SoFlo", and ready to move on with highschool and on to bigger and better things. My dream is to move out of Florida and to New York or Cailfornia (cliche, I know) and basically make my way up to becoming an actress. It's sounds far-fetched but I cannot think of anything I'd rather do with my life.
As of now, it's almost winter time and I am SO excited for the holidays :) My Christmas list is noticeably short this year: VW beatle, polaroid camera, guitar lessons, and tragus piercing.
Two nights ago I saw New Moon with my mommy at midnight and may have made the transition between Edward to Jacob...:( Oh well. Unfortunately there was a fucking plethora of ghetto guys in the theatre screaming "TWILIGHT SUCKS!" when clearly they were there to see the movie at midnight and bought tickets in advanced. Hahah, some humans <3.
One last thing...


Serious Inspiration.