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Things are going okay, it's winter break and everything is going completely normal and as expected




I want something more and exciting in life

Hmmm,

I have come to terms that I will never be with the person I was potentially made for. It may sound myopic, but under the circumstances and how long I've waited, it is completely realistic. When I think about the actuality of it all, it does not make me sad... I guess for about these past three years I've kind of always known he was to happy with her and not happy enough with me. It is not a heartbroken feeling, it's more of a numb feeling. I've never found anyone that has surpassed his ability to make me smile for hours straight. As it does sound like it, this post is most certainly not about him. It is about me, not being able to find that someone who has my head spinning with euphoria, for the smallest of reasons. I guess you could say I am searching for perfection, I found him, and now he's gone


*Cassie I know you feel the same way
**I really hope I do not regret writing this post later.

Hi :)

Feels like I haven't written here in awhile. Last week of cold weather was amazing, who doesn't enjoy having an excuse to wear a big hoodie? Now it seems to have left south Florida :( I'm verrrrry excited for Christmas and presents and shopping! This week neeeds to end so the weekend can come, which includes the Best Buddies Homecoming dance, a couple parties, and God knows what else. Last night was the Victorias Secret Fashion show which makes me want to vomit on how perfect these girls seem to be. This blog is basically a summation of my thoughts today. OMG, John Mayer concert Feb. 4 at Bank Atlantic Center CANT WAITTTT buying tickets on Dec. 5! Wooo!


Ummm, I believe that is all.