Narcolepsy

Today as I was getting ready for school in the morning I sat down on my bed to do something and that's the last thing I remember, I just woke up now in my bed in basically the same position with the clothes on that I was going to wear today. At least I'll be home to watch the OC :)

So anyways, I found out last night that I'm getting a wittle baby Chinchilla, I can't wait! His name is going to be Moishe, obviously named after the cutest monster in Where the Wild Things Are



Not really much else to say right now, except for that lately things have been going really good and a little unexpected to say the least :)

100 things

A list of 100 things I love...

1. The Morris family
2. Best friends
3. Coffee
4. Inspiration whether it be in people, art, places, etc.
5. Traveling
6. Acting
7. Zooey Deschanel
8. Vampire Weekend
9. Mix tapes
10. Flannel
11. Bargains
12. Polaroids
13. Mexican food
14. Special needs children
15. Babies
16. Cockatiels
17. Reading
18. JK Rowling/Harry Potter
19. Marijuana
20. Remembering the past, living the present, and dreaming of the future
21. Breathing
22. Sleeping
23. F. Scott Fitzgerald
24. Drew Barrymore
25. Talent
26. Learning guitar
27. The 60's
28. "The Factory" including Andy Warhol and Edie Sedgwick
29. My favorite movies
30. Philosophy
31. "Love"
32. Quotes
33. Photography/Photo's
34. Doodling
35. Painting
36. Designing
37. Hollywood
38. Edward Scissorhands
39. Twilight saga
40. Vintage
41. The OC
42. Learning
43. Indie/Low-Budget films
44. Antique stores
45. Boys with amazing personalities
46. Ray-Bans
47. Kate Winslet
48. Leondardo Dicaprio
49. Death Cab for Cutie
50. Urban Outfitters
51. Katy Perry
52. The beach
53. Hoodies
54. Starbucks
55. Different cities and countries
56. Recycling
57. NYLON magazine
58. Going out/Partying
59. Random nights
60. Being comfy
61. Rain
62. Working out
63. Dancing
64. Singing
65. Giborim Summer Camp
66. Student Government
67. Drinking
68. Being tan
69. Manicures and pedicures
70. Rollercoasters
72. Eyes
73. Laughing
74. Crying
75. Knowing I'm a freak
76. British, Irish, and Australian accents
77. Lomography
78. Sweeney Todd
79. Sushi
80. Goodass music
81. Filming/Editing
82. My iPod
83. Kitty Buttercup Morris
84. Jasper the fish
85. Lizards
86. Sarcasm
87. Vibrant emotion
88. Facebook
89. E!
90. Blogging
91. PostSecret
92. Concerts
93. John Mayer
94. The Beatles
95. Barnes and Noble
96. Daydreaming
97. Sexuality
98. The Holidays
99. Smoothies
100. Anthropology

20ten:)

Happpy New Year~
New years eve was not how I expected, at all. However it was extremely fun and crazy and wild and rediculous to say the least. Now that winter break is winding down its time for me to settle down and start reading 8 chapters of Zora Neale Hurstons "Their eyes were watching God", do my literary fair project, take time to start getting ready for the SAT, and make an appointment to get my license :)

I haven't even had time to think about my "resolutions". Personaly I think resolutions are pointless and just fun to think about, no one really fulfills theirs.

Anyhow, I'm not looking forward to Monday morning :(

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Things are going okay, it's winter break and everything is going completely normal and as expected




I want something more and exciting in life

Hmmm,

I have come to terms that I will never be with the person I was potentially made for. It may sound myopic, but under the circumstances and how long I've waited, it is completely realistic. When I think about the actuality of it all, it does not make me sad... I guess for about these past three years I've kind of always known he was to happy with her and not happy enough with me. It is not a heartbroken feeling, it's more of a numb feeling. I've never found anyone that has surpassed his ability to make me smile for hours straight. As it does sound like it, this post is most certainly not about him. It is about me, not being able to find that someone who has my head spinning with euphoria, for the smallest of reasons. I guess you could say I am searching for perfection, I found him, and now he's gone


*Cassie I know you feel the same way
**I really hope I do not regret writing this post later.

Hi :)

Feels like I haven't written here in awhile. Last week of cold weather was amazing, who doesn't enjoy having an excuse to wear a big hoodie? Now it seems to have left south Florida :( I'm verrrrry excited for Christmas and presents and shopping! This week neeeds to end so the weekend can come, which includes the Best Buddies Homecoming dance, a couple parties, and God knows what else. Last night was the Victorias Secret Fashion show which makes me want to vomit on how perfect these girls seem to be. This blog is basically a summation of my thoughts today. OMG, John Mayer concert Feb. 4 at Bank Atlantic Center CANT WAITTTT buying tickets on Dec. 5! Wooo!


Ummm, I believe that is all.

Skippin' school

Today seemed like the perfect day to skip school. I mean it's Humpday, I had a Trig test fourth hour, and tomorrow is Thanksgiving :) Right now it's just me in my house, and I'm not exactly sure where my mom or brothers are..... Anyways, I'm killing time by watching Joel McHale (<3) on The Soup, debating if I should wash my hair or not, and dying to try all the pies my mom left cooling on the counter top.

I can't stop listening to this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9B6kLH5aK-8

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I saw New Moon again last night and it was even better the second time! and Robert Pats has a new movie coming out called "Remember Me", It looks SO great and everyone should watch the trailer on YouTube!



Annnnd
I reaaally hope it's cold tomorrow